6 ways to feel more feminine – connect with the Queen within

When we play in the space of the feminine with the purpose of amplifying more of her within us, it can be extremely helpful to tap into the different ways that she shows up in the world and move from those set points or archetypes.

You can think of an archetype as a description or typology of the feminine as it manifests or is expressed in the world. Simply put, archetypes represent the many ways that feminine energy shows up in the world. 

In the 6 archetypes expressed below*, you may recognise aspects of yourself that you express easily. 

And others that feel foreign or ‘just not you’. I challenge you to play in the space of each of these and expand into your potential to uniquely express each.  

In actual fact, all of the ways of ‘woman’ already exist within you. It’s just that some aspects are expressed and realised more fully than others. 

Now is your chance to expand into more of you and the feminine aspect you hold within. 

Queen of Love – The Romantic

She is sensual and soft and moves through the cycles of life with easy pleasure. She has deep passion and easy beauty that comes from the inside out. She’s a dreamer and a creative visioner of what could be. 

She is pure love, warmth, innocence and has a heart that’s full and ready to give. She receives gestures of love of all forms with grace and goodness. 

She captivates and draws love in through her sweet effervescence. 

Queen of Power – The Huntress

She is at once fiercely independent, a natural leader in life and an incredible partner in love. 

She is not afraid to take risks and is naturally confident in decision making. 

She knows who and what she is, holds clear boundaries and commands respect from those around her. Her heart is generous and she holds a natural balance between mind, body and spirit. She moves easily in her body and is in flow with the natural movement of her world.

Queen of Seduction – The Sensualist

This woman transforms passionate play into deeper relationships and harness the power of the sacred erotic for this purpose. 

She is fully connected to joy and to pleasure as it’s experienced through the body. She is companion and confidante both in love. Luxury and abundance are hers to have and to enjoy fully. She is extroversion and mystery both and the paradox is intoxicating. He naturally attracts attention, emanates sensuality and captivates with little or no effort at all. She feels good in her body and embraces who and what she is including how she looks with generosity and gratitude. She loves who she is and this makes it easy for others to as well. 

Queen of Wisdom – The Sage

She is wise from lived experience and knowledge acquired over time. She is committed to deeper purpose, knows her values and stays connected to her truth. She holds practiced mastery in realizing her vision. She is strategic, resourceful and has perspective and objectivity. Her depth fascinates and the sense of mystery she holds is layered and intensely alluring. She cultivates community and belonging creating stability through shared connection. 

Queen of Creation – The Mother

She is nurture, protection and creation. An excellent listener, compassionate and a natural giver, she fosters lasting heart-centered relationships easily. She is grounded, stabilizing, and it feels safe and nourishing to be by her side. She knows how to take care of herself so that she can enjoy her life fully – and also be there for others as this gives her great joy. She has a gift for healing heart and soul and is loved and appreciated for this. She perseveres and can endure by grounding into herself and the natural world around her. 

Queen of Wild – The Mystic

The Queen of Wild connects easily with the natural world and the life that runs through it, grounding her in safety, deep connection with the earth and its inherent stability. She moves with the cycle of the seasons, deeply in tune with the constant of change. This rhythm is her flow. Untamed and free in her expression, she surrenders to spirit, to ecstasy and orgasmic bliss. The cosmos too moves within her. She never questions herself and welcomes the magic and mystery of the unknown with open arms. This deep connection with all that is gives her a sense of inner peace and calm even as she surrenders wholly to the unpredictable wildness of life and existence.

*Informed and inspired by the work of Ayesha K. Faines and Layla Martin.

Breathwork: a powerful practice to awaken to deeper parts of you

You may have heard of breathwork by now. 

It’s fast becoming the new ‘yoga’ in urban wellbeing circles. And will likely spread further outwards as its cousins mindfulness, meditation and yoga have. 

Why? Because it’s that simple and that powerful. 

And when used in combination with the mindset work I do with clients, it’s a powerful catalyst for moving them forward faster. And they can’t seem to get enough. Read about one client’s experience here.

So what is breathwork exactly. And how does it work? 

What is Breathwork?

Breathwork is breathing in a certain way to shift your mind from an awakened state of consciousness to an altered state where deeper levels of your mind and body can be explored and understood. 

It uses faster paced breathing, a certain kind of body movement when it’s indicated, and at times evocative music. 

How does it work?

You may have already done some form of breathwork in yoga. The “Pranayama” (‘Prana’ meaning life force, and ‘Ayama’ meaning to restrain or to draw out) or “breathwork” is used in yoga to achieve a conscious state of mind and relaxed body.

The method I use in sessions is closer to ‘Holotropic Breathwork’ developed by psychiatrists Stanislav and Christina Grof. The “Holotropic” breath works in exactly the opposite way to pranayama. It relaxes the conscious mind opening up a gateway to the subconscious.

And by doing so it tends to bring up underlying tension and latent blocks that Stanislav Grof explains “are associated with traumatic situations, biographical, birth experiences and so on, or even something called transpersonal levels (beyond the self).”

And when these tensions and blocks start surfacing, they are experienced as physical sensations or strong emotions and can then be moved through and gotten rid of.

This allows your body and your mind to heal from the past so that you can move into the present more fully. By doing so you can then create the future that you want to realize. 

How did this method come about?

Breathing has been used throughout centuries, in many different cultures as one of the most powerful means to heal by shifting our mental state. 

Stanislav spent decades researching the science of the ancient shamanistic practices to develop this simple yet effective method for inducing alternative states of consciousness without the use of drugs.

This specific practice came about as an alternative to LSD-based psychedelic-assisted therapy following the suppression of legal LDS in the 1960s. 

Watch Transpersonal Documentary, interview with Stanislav and Christina Grof: Part 1 & Part 2 

What are the benefits of breathwork?

1. Reduces stress, anxiety, grief, depression and anger

2. Increase sensitivity to pleasure, energy levels and boost immune system

3. Increase self-awareness, presence, happiness and joy

4. Increase self-love

5. Improve sleep

6. Release trauma and fear stuck in the body

7. Helps to reduce pain

8. Release toxins from the body

9. Improve digestion

10. Explore altered states of consciousness, consciously

Can the breath help with sex? 

Using the breath can help you to feel more pleasure and connect more during sex so that you feel more nourished and alive. 

Watch how I explain how breathwork can be used to experience more pleasure: Feel sensational in bed by breathing in a whole new way

Can the breath help with confidence when dating?

Using the breath before and on a date is wonderful for boosting confidence. And we all know how sexy confidence is. 

Not only that, but you will be calmer and think clearly, allowing you and your date to relax and enjoy the experience. 

Can the breath help with communication and connection?

Working with the breath and posture allows for more space in the moment to be clear on what you want, and to articulate that. 

One of my clients has expressed how much he enjoys working with the breathing and stretching out his body fully along with the vocal breathing releases, music and a bit of movement as this “makes a big difference” to his relationship with his partner, and he feels “stronger for it”. Listen to his full experience here.

“My partner and I shared our first real exchange in terms of where we are and what we want. I think for the first time (ever) I have expressed my true honest feelings of what I want... I feel the first stage of control of my thoughts and feelings and being able to share them.”

What does scientific research say?

(Source: Healthline)

A 1996 study combined the holotropic breathing technique with psychotherapy over six months. People who participated in the breathwork and therapy significantly reduced death anxiety and increased self-esteem compared to those who only had therapy.

A report from 2013 documented the results of 11,000 people over 12 years who participated in holotropic breathwork sessions. The results suggest that it can be used to treat a wide range of psychological and existential life issues. Many people reported significant benefits related to emotional catharsis and internal spiritual exploration. No adverse reactions were reported. This makes it a low-risk therapy.

A 2015 study found that holotropic breathing can bring about higher levels of self-awareness. It may help to positively make changes in temperament and development of character. People who were more experienced with the technique reported less tendency to be needy, domineering, and hostile.

Try as I may, I find it difficult to communicate exactly how the type of coaching that I do is different. 

I explain that the body as much as the mind and emotions are engaged in ‘the work’. 

And yet my descriptions always seem to fall short. 

So I’ve asked one of my clients to describe her experience of breathwork in session with me here.

Breathwork: One woman's very personal experience

Oli, a beautiful, vivacious and sensitive woman who came to me wanting to experience her relationship with her long-term partner more fully without obsessively worrying that she’ll get bored or that he’ll leave her.

This became possible as we uncovered parts of Oli that needed and wanted love and acceptance. The uncovering of these pieces of Oli came in part, through Breathwork.

Today Oli enjoys the safety of her own body, celebrates the power of her mind, and lives a healthy relationship full of love and pleasure like she never has before.

Here’s Oli’s experience of the practice in her own words….

There’s something about the breath that is so powerful. I mean, it keeps us alive right? 

But coming to learn that working with the breath to achieve different states of mind and body is truly magical. Since studying Drama in school, I quickly learnt that a lot of us don’t breathe properly - that is we take shallow breaths into the chest - and this affects the way we move and speak on stage, as well as creating unnecessary tension.

Taking deep belly breaths can make room for expression, volume and pause, as well as releasing unwanted tension. 

So I knew that on a base level, deep and shallow breaths can shift your disposition.

However, only since working with Andrea do I now understand the capacity of breath as a practice of healing. A method of finding inner bliss and accepting inner wisdom.

My First Go at Breathwork

In a recent session with Andrea, we decided to work on a continued source of tension for me. The fear of rejection, loneliness and feeling unlovable. We came up with a mantra, an intention, a truth, for my psyche to acknowledge during the practice.

“Whether I am alone or with friends, I am loved no matter what.” 

While Andrea played some relaxing music, I shook out any surface level tension, and then began with some peaceful and relaxing breaths. Then moved into the Breathwork.

Breathing in through the mouth, into the chest, then the belly, then out through the mouth. After a few rounds of continuous breath, the pattern became faster, and I noticed a lot of tension and fear building in my body. I felt the familiar pain in my throat show up intensely. A tingling spread throughout my body, particularly my fingers, and was guided to let out whatever needed to come out. 

I cried. I wretched. I shook. I kicked. I wailed. I growled. I wanted whatever was holding me back, out of my body.

Andrea repeated my mantra: “Whether you are alone, or with friends, you are loved no matter what.” 

This was hard to hear and I cried some more. Trying not to judge it but let whatever needed to happen, happen. 

After what felt like a really long time, I let go of the Breath and Andrea guided me into a state of calm. I resourced (located a soft part of my body) from my belly and then my pleasure, holding myself in warmth, safety and sensuality, breathing deeply into my pleasure. Stroking different parts of my body, my neck, my inner thighs, inner arms and face. Letting the pleasure wash over me. 

However, even in the state of calm after, I still felt a little tense, particularly in my throat. After a few more deep sighs, I cried again. Letting the tears flow and the bliss wash over me. 

“Whether I am alone or with friends, I am loved no matter what.” 

Holding myself in this truth, I knew I had more work to do, but felt relieved at the awareness and the path I am on. 

The Second Go at Breathwork (Solo)

Trying this practice out on my own for the first time was a different experience, as I find myself holding back from letting go completely without the ‘real time’ support of Andrea - but an audio guide. However, with more practice I trust that I can do this. 

Again, after a quick body shake, I took myself to place of calm with deep full-bodied breaths. With Andrea’s voice in my ears, I was guided to set an intention. I chose “a gentle practice of letting go of whatever shows up.” I chose gentle considering it was the morning and I wasn’t prepared to go deep without live support on my first solo go. However, I tend to wake up with tension in my chest, and was open to releasing it in this practice. 

I was now familiar with the breathing pattern, and began to feel the tingling sensation and lightheadedness. As the pace quickened, I was guided to start releasing whatever was coming up for me. 

I felt tears roll from my eyes - I wasn’t necessarily crying, but more like when you do a big yawn, and tears come from the release. I stretched and shook. Though when I was told to Sound, I held back most noise, fearing judgement from my housemates or people passing by my open window. (Next time I’ll let go of this).

But I did ask for a gentle practice, and when I felt myself going too far, the build up of panic and intense tingling, I took more normal breaths. 

I continued to release tension from my muscles and my face, yawning and releasing. 

Towards the end, I was guided into pleasure. This felt so nourishing and with the sunlight on my face through the window, I felt spacious and calm. Ready to take on the day. 

Body, mind, and emotions – coaching my way engages all of you for deep, lasting change

My relationship with my partner is deeper than I could have ever imagined, and only continues to blossom.

Looking back and remembering previous tensions I held in my relationship reminds me of how far I’ve come. 

Here is Oli’s personal story of how using one of my favourite MBE Coaching techniques called ‘Focusing’ helped her move from fear around vocalising what she wants to healthy and open dialogue on all subjects with the man she loves.

Discovering that I could locate emotional trauma living in my body in the form of physical pain was a revelation. I had been struggling with this lump in my throat for a while before I began my work with Andrea. 

It was painful and uncomfortable and I knew it was linked to my anxiety, but I was completely clueless as to the deeper meaning of it and that I had the capacity within my own body to clear it, bring myself to safety and heal from a trauma that happened so many years ago.

Focusing was developed by psychotherapist Eugene Gendlin as a psychotherapeutic process that uses sensation to clear the body of unresolved feelings, and to make space for new possibilities. 

The first step to this is recognising your own “felt sense”. This goes beyond logical thoughts and feelings, and taps into the body for wisdom. This can be multiple wisdoms - multiple points in your body that provide information. 

Discovering that I could locate emotional trauma living in my body in the form of physical pain was a revelation. I had been struggling with this lump in my throat for a while before I began my work with Andrea. 

It was painful and uncomfortable and I knew it was linked to my anxiety, but I was completely clueless as to the deeper meaning of it and that I had the capacity within my own body to clear it, bring myself to safety and heal from a trauma that happened so many years ago.

Locating My Inner Child 

During a session, we bring my state of consciousness into a meditative one. A place of calm peacefulness. I body scan to notice all the subtle energies flowing through my body - a practice I have been doing in my meditation for a few years - but little did I know this was going to be much different. 

I remember the first time we did this clearly. The lump in my throat, present, and during the body-scan, strong. Andrea would ask questions like “what does it feel like?” “what does it look like?” “what colour is it?” “how old is it?” - which on a logical level doesn’t make much sense at all. But on some basic emotional level, interesting and unpredictable words followed my feelings. 

This lump in my throat became personified. It became a child. My inner child. Crying out for attention. Having spent years of looking after me. Protecting me. She was sad, angry, frustrated, confused, spiky. 

With the words came tears. Tears that were representative of my inner child needing a voice. 

I was filled with fear for my voice to be heard. I was blocked from telling the truth from a lie that was told that deeply traumatised me. A wound that needed healing. 

With talking therapy, I learnt to vocalise my fears, but with Andrea, I’ve been able to do much more physical work and locate deeper, inner truths. Discovering that my body holds infinitely more answers than my logical mind.

This was important, because in therapy I continued to repeat the same story over and over again. The bodywork broke me free, and unlocked things I didn’t know needed unlocking. I’ve been able to find the answers within myself.

“Felt shift” is a part of the Focusing process where your experiences guide you to a better place of understanding yourself.

Locating My Inner Goddesses

As the tears poured, Andrea told me to body-scan again, this time locating a place of safety in my body. A place of softness, squishiness, sturdy groundedness. I found her, and I’ve since found multiples of her. In my belly. In my breasts. In my upper arms, and in the centre of my head. My inner goddesses. 

Using this visual meditative practice, Andrea guided my inner child to explore the soft areas of my body. To move around, play and feel free from the pain and responsibility of protecting me. 

My inner goddesses regularly show up in these practices. They provide warmth and strength. They take control and offer insane amounts of wisdom. 

Words flow from feeling. Again nothing logical about it. But incredibly powerful, that I come out feeling blissful and born again. 

In the 6 months I have been working with Andrea my throat does still show up. But she is calmer, and I know how to soothe her. I feel much more in control of my state of mind, and know that I have the powers within me to heal. 

Where I used to find communicating my fears to my partner, my friends and my family next to impossible, it all comes to me a bit easier now.

I am more confident in opening up a difficult conversation - where before I would sit on my anxiety for months, only to have it blow up in my face later on. 

In this space of release, you allow room for newness to emerge. 

Focusing opens up a dialogue between the mind and the body. While the mind has one take on what’s going on, the body has others, more subtle, more intricate, and nuanced in the way it understands the situation, gives meaning and provides context.

Not everyone is ready to work straight away with their mind and body through Focusing. Though many of us are accustomed to emotionality and feelings, working with the body brings us that much deeper.

So I choose the tool, practice or process to meet you where you are at and we work from there.